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Warning-lemon (sex) - F/H, implied M/BA & D/C, talk of rape, b/d, language.
Summary-Murdock finds a plain book and think it's just a book but when he opens it and reads it he realizes it's Face's journal and the team learns that Face conned them all while hiding a secret.
Disclaimer-don't own A-team
Murdock was sitting in the living room of the Langley compound when he saw a plain blue book, he picked it up and thought <I'm bored might as well read since no one else is around> so he opened it up and received quite a shock for on the first page was written in Face's neat script Property of Templeton Peck. Murdock closed the book before he went any further and decided to wait for his Colonel and Sergeant to see whether or not they should read this and learn more about their Lt.
A few hours later Hannibal and BA walked into the room and
saw Murdock look a little nervous so
Murdock looked up and said nervously, "Uh I was wondering Colonel if you found something of someone's and knew you probably shouldn't look at it but it would give you a good head start to understand how this person *really* feels and thinks would you look at it?"
Murdock handed him the book he had in his lap. "Uh cause that's Facey's private journal."
"Property of Templeton Peck, Father Maghill
gave this to me to write my *true* thoughts and feelings down without
sugarcoating it or lying and I readily jumped at the chance knowing I wouldn't
let the others see it. He said to date each entry not the date I'm writing it
but date/title it about what I'm writing so I guess this first entry would have
to be a little bit on my past.
Let's see I was an orphan who was found by Father Maghill and he taught me to con and break into things just to keep safe was what he would always say but I knew it was more I just never questioned him. Anyway I joined the military right out of college I was *smart* hell you have to be to run all the scams and stuff I have so I graduated high school at the age of 16 and was a freshman in college now the reason I gave everyone for joining was…I had this girl and she dumped me…blah, blah, blah. I really don't know if anyone actually bought that shit but it wasn't the reason. Half of the story was I joined because like I would say I was raised as a catholic boy suicide ain't good but it's the same for every religion anyway but I didn't want to die because I had a broken heart I wanted to die because I couldn't get ride of my nightmares…my family always wondered if 'Nam was the cause of my unrest…nope had 'em long before it and Father Maghill would try to help me cope.
I joined and was a grunt and worked damn hard in boot camp which didn't go unnoticed so they took me and since I was *smart* they put me in officer's training for the green beret special forces and again I worked my way up to respectively Major under my CO Colonel Rod Decker. We were a unit that would kill who we were told and ask questions later, yeah I know I haven't killed in a while but I can. We were good we took out the bad guys and saved the good without breaking a sweat, I never understood the heated macho rivalry crap that Hannibal and Decker have because they are so much alike and I know Hannibal would choke on his cigar smoke if he knew but they are…Hannibal is the guy you would go to hell and back for and so was Decker but unlike Hannibal most didn't think he would do the same for you which isn't true because he had…for me. I would lie and steal stuff for our unit especially cigars…never got what the big deal was…give me a pack of cigarettes and I'm happy just a little nicotine fix to keep me going but I wasn't really trained to disobey orders…*grin* that came later. We were on a mission and got caught and were guests at our first POW camp…not fun! Well we had undergone heavy training not to crack under torture so none of us did.
I don't remember how but we did escape and reached safety with most of our lives intact with new scars emotional and physical. Later we had another mission we were told to kill a lot of people but I didn't trust it and told my CO he agreed and we saved them since they were innocents and went against our General who had a cow and we didn't get along so he demoted me to Lieutenant and sent me to the Brig for stealing/lying and had me transferred quick to the A-team. That's when I met Lt. Colonel John 'Hannibal' Smith and boy does he have a hard punch especially to your gut it took me a while to catch my breath after that…he gave me a lecture on stealing and said if I ever did it for 'me' again he would make me feel more pain then that. So anyway he took me to the barracks where the others were waiting and I took the farthest bunk away from the others. I got called Lt. Robot by BA and Lt. Hayes because BA took it personal thought I was snubbing him for being black and dumb…he's not though he's a mechanical genius and one hell of a big brother who'll protect you with his muscles if he can beat it down or hold you like a momma would a child in his muscular arms and keep you safe cause no one could rip you from those arms like he did in 'Nam. Anyway I was called Lt. Robot because I was cold and would only talk to Hannibal and that was to say 'yes sir'
We got mail and I wouldn't get much just a catholic devotional while the others got nice stacks of mail. Well the others used this to make fun of me they would say "don't you got no one at home Lt. Robot? See BA gets mail from his momma, Hannibal gets mail from his family, Murdock gets mail from his and so on…" well one time they were razzing me again and ripped up my devotional and as I was picking it up saline dripped from my eyes not from grief but from rage I could've beaten them all and went 'perfect soldier' on them but I swore not to do that unless needed so the tears came and the Captain felt sorry or whatever and tried to help pick up the scraps so the tears quickly froze and I coldly snatched the papers away from him and picked up the rest before he could see I remember he cursed my back but I didn't care. The next mail time Hannibal carried it for us he never knew about the other time and gave me my mail and I almost smiled but turned it into a cold smirk before they could see Father Maghill had sent the exact same one over again with the same notes in the same different handwriting as well as a new one plus a letter from Decker.
The others never understood how I could be happy to get a devotional while they were getting packages and stuff since I had no Bible but I didn't care to explain it since it wasn't their damn business. Decker would keep me informed of what was going on in his unit he would lament the lost soldiers and I would grieve with him since I knew the pain but the A-team didn't know until later when I disobeyed a direct order and saved his smoking ass. We were in the jungle and he said something and I coldly said, "No sir." He was glaring and I thought he'd choke on the
I learned if you push them away and keep them distant it don't hurt when you lose them cause they don't mean anything to ya. I know how Hannibal feels when a mission goes awry or we get hurt cause under Decker I was a Major…got to keep my medals just can't wear them so they're in storage along with a lot of my stuff… anyway I know the pain of losing men you were close to I remember my unit I was commanding I still know their names and the people they left behind Mark, Matt, Ryan, Jason, there were a few more in my unit but they lived so it doesn't matter. Mark left two sisters he was damn proud of said he'd walk 'em down the aisle cause pops couldn't, Matt had a family said he'd name the incoming son after me…got a letter after we sent him home that they named the kid Tim instead of Tem but it was close and I was honored I still keep in touch and she tells me all about Tim. Ryan had a girl he was going to marry as soon as he was stateside…never did. Jason talked about his momma…reminds me of BA always talking about his said he'd have me over to meet her cause she was a devout catholic woman herself… never did but I get letters I have a lot of junk no one knows about good thing they never ask to see the storage bins.
But despite how far I wanted to keep them they wormed their way in and hell I'd be lying if I said I wasn't happy they did. BA is the big brother of the group he's the strong one physically but like everyone else he's also weak and you just to got to know what to look for to know it's time you took care of *him* he's the one you go to for mechanical stuff to listen to your problems and help you beat them if it's physical. He's also there to hold you in his arms like a momma would a child and nothing could rip you from those arms. Murdock he's the big/little brother of the group he's the one who'll make you forget your problems by laughing them off with his dry humor and whit. He'll protect you if you need it but if you need to be needed he'll be the little brother so you can baby him and feel needed, sometimes I don't know if he's really insane or just has periods of panic and insanity is his safety blanket because if it gets too rough for him he can go to the VA where it's safe. Hannibal he's our leader, best friend, brother…I can't say father cause Father Maghill will always be my dad…Hannibal's also more than my leader, friend, and brother… in my dreams anyway.
We were in the jungle and got caught and were again guests at a POW camp…not fun but nothing new you got tortured the usual way like the others, beating, dunking, the 'box' and other 'fun' tortures. The team had their own way of dealing, Murdock escaped into his head… again not sure if he's crazy cause hell I did the same kind of thing but I could find my way back I guess he got lost. BA would growl and try to protect everyone with his physical strength while inside he was crying for him momma…no diss. Hannibal would try to come up with those hair brained plans that would later work but not the way planned and would sit in the corner and cry not out of grief or pain for himself but grief and the pain of his team because he couldn't protect us like he thought he should…again he's just like Decker. Anyway me I would revert to my 'perfect soldier' days and keep silent waiting for the chance to kill.
At night the tortures stopped for my friends but continued for me…I'm sure they had an idea but I made damn sure they never knew just assumed. I was trained to keep silent and from my past tears were a sign of weakness it was better to show no emotion at all even if your soul was shriveling up and dying you kept it locked away. Well while they were sleeping I was taken out of the cage and uh…raped…but is it rape when you beg for it? Hell I would scream for them to do something! So like hell I was going to tell my team that later I talked to Decker and Father Maghill about it and they kind of helped me. Well anyway that was the nights the day was no different from the others. Hannibal came up with a plan and I used it to get personal satisfaction…he never questioned why I was behind…I used my knowledge of camp and found the people I wanted I killed the head guy after shooting his private area and did the same to all those who had ever touched me, they lived though just never would be able to satisfy a girl/guy again.
After that Maghill sent me a small package in it was a gold cross he said everyone should have something to hold onto and the cross was something I could hold onto…I still wear it under my shirts so no one can see and I almost killed that medic who tried to cut it but luckily the nurse unclasped it and put it away for me but when I was conscious I made it perfectly known I would hurt the kid if he ever thought of cutting it again and boy did he run away and I got another doc who agreed with me the clasp was in the front anyway it wouldn't have hurt to undo it. We were on another mission…before the bank job…and BA was griping about how he hated banks and it was close to Christmas so I had the perfect plan…I took leave with the others but ditched them to get what I wanted and boy were they shocked on Christmas. BA found a gold chain and a note saying gold would never lose value like paper tented to and he could keep it with him instead of in a bank I even gave him the receipt so he didn't think I stole it. Yeah he hated the idea of me stealing he didn't call it what
I bought Hannibal a box of Havana I didn't have a receipt cause I didn't buy them Decker did but I knew he would want one so he sent it to me and I gave it to him and just left them to cool off cause I swear I wanted to yell and curse them out or punch them. It hurt so fucking bad that they thought I stole everything! Decker wrote me saying to calm down and not to kill my team I laughed and wrote him with a mock innocent voice saying I'd never dream of doing anything rash I got a letter back saying he didn't believe me. I stuck my tongue at the letter and got another one saying it wasn't nice to stick your tongue at your old CO…I figured out how he knew my Christmas present from him was Father Maghill he was going to train the new military chaplain and I got to talk with him and it was awesome. He always was a tattle tale ^_~ he gave me Decker's present too it was another charm for my chain and again I haven't lost or really taken it off except to shower and sometimes not even then…doctors now know never to cut the chain or I will really hurt them!
<Greatest Scam Ever>
I scammed not only my team but the whole military with the help of my old CO who was conveniently in town and since we both new Vietnamese we figured out why we were supposed to rob the bank…it was supposed to be a decoy so our SOB general could continue working with the Vietcong. I don't know how but like
It was played perfectly…Decker pretended to chase us until the gov't finally got their heads out of their asses and figured out what really went down that's when Stockwell came forward and said he could give us pardons…where Frankie came in I'll never know but I played a gamble and won he got free and we continue to work for 'pardons' nope we work for money and live in a nice establishment free to come and go as we please. Stockwell said he'd tell the others once they stopped pissing him off…I've worked with him before so his word is good and he's more than fair. He said once the team stops harassing him he'll set 'em straight without telling them my part or my stepfather's…yeah can you believe it Decker is my stepfather… married my mom. I learned AJ Bancroft was my dad and Ellen is my half sister but she didn't want anything to do with me, which I was ok with I'm used to it but the minute Decker found out he hauled me down to his place and started up a father/son relationship…didn't work but we're close I think either brother/uncle cause like I said Father Maghill is my dad. His daughter is awesome and we're close she's like BA's momma she'll baby you if you need it or give you space if you need that too. It's funny though I'm older and she treats me like I'm the young one. I laugh at all the times she's told me to tell the truth…even Decker and Crane have done the same.
My team thinks I sleep with ever client with a skirt…and I let them I don't give a damn it hurts that they think I'm some slut but who cares you get the job done. In all honesty I've never once slept with them…had dinner/coffee/slept in bed fully clothed but never did the rough and tumble. Decker and Crane plus Abigail Elizabeth Decker (my stepsister) tease me saying if it was a male I would…but nope not even then. No there's only one male I'm interested in but I could never tell him he'd probably show complete disgust since he's a soldier through and through I mean he uses rank to get you to do what he wants. Yeah I know it's wrong but I've loved my CO for a while but he's as straight and narrow as they come. He's got Maggie I should know I've been pushing her towards him using my silver tongue to get her to go for him so as soon as Stockwell says they can leave he'll probably go to Badrock and stay with her while Murdock will go to Amy's since every time I call to find Murdock he's always there and I can hear her blush through the phone. BA he'll find a gal at one of the kid centers he likes to go to. Me I'll stay and continue this since I've always worked for him sometimes solo so I could go 'perfect soldier' without hurting any of the guys or making them sick.
They think I go to a woman when I'm lonely… instead I go to my little beach house right on the coast…paid for! Any way I sit on the beach and just watch the tide when it comes in it takes your problems and when it goes out it frees them into the ocean it's very soothing. A lot of my scammed places are near some body of water completely isolated and I love it cause it reminds me of my home that has all my stuff I took the time when we were off to go to the storage bins and pick out my stuff and now my little house looks like it's mine it has my stuff in it. I take sleep medication to make sure I sleep… Stockwell's orders and he changed it from pills to liquid so I couldn't palm it. Stupid guy knows all the tricks I pull he even sent the liquid crap over to Decker's for when I stay there but that was under Decker's request. I admit sometimes they help to keep the nightmares at bay but other times I can't wake up from one as easily as I once could. I guess on Richter's scale I was a 5 before '
Talking to Decker helps and even the specialist that Stockwell got but I guess it's just guilt and lack of self worth that gets me down. I really need to burn this…Decker and Crane read it and said if I even tried to burn it they'd flip out and go extra CO. Oh yeah when I visit them they make sure I'm in physical shape by making me run obstacle courses…see he's like Hannibal and other exercises so is it any wonder why I'm always so tired to do Hannibal's exercises? It's not that I'm lazy…well not all the time anyway. Stockwell also threatened me when he found out I wanted to burn this and I know he can make real good on that threat/promise. Father Maghill gave me another charm it's a heart he said so I wouldn't forget I have one since I'm always hiding it under a fake smile. Truthfully I wonder what is real anymore under the glamour is there just more glamour or me and that's all I am a conman who conned himself into believing he's a lost soul when he has none? Definitely need to get rid of or at least hide so no one reads it. My gold chain has three charms the cross, heart, and a little charm to symbolize my first unit I wonder if Abby is going to add her own charm to it? I hide it under my shirt or sadly don't wear it when I have to wear a tank and fatigues during training.
I don't understand it Hannibal and Decker are allowed to smoke those crappy cigars but if I even think of smoking a pack of cigarettes I have to run the obstacle course or do something extra for Stockwell when those cigars are way worse than a small little stick I just need the buzz of nicotine. I know Stockwell wants to make sure I can still run and I'm not out of breath or whatever but it gets to be so annoying and they can smell it on you even if you used mouthwash and brushed your teeth. I'll never get how Hannibal's teeth are still white since he smokes cigars one right after another but whatever, I go to the beach and chain smoke and luckily the ocean hides it under that salty sea smell. I think that's all…until I get a chance to write in it again cause I ain't letting Abby any where near this she's too good and pure for this."
A voice from the doorway said, "Interesting reading isn't it?"
They looked up and saw Decker with Crane's arm around his
Decker chuckled, "Yep he always was you just need to
know what to look for when he's about to scam even pathological liars have
something that gives them away and he's no different. He'll be away for a
couple of weeks helping his half-sister with her wedding plans he's going to be
her fiancé's best man. And when Abby plans something she goes all out so he'll
be with her a while but it's better him than Crane or me. After that he's
supposed to see Ellen Bancroft I have no idea why but we all agreed he should
at least see her. So while you have this free time you can decide what you want
to do with the information you gleamed from that book or you can forget but
don't dare hurt him any worse or you'll really regret it!"
Murdock asked, "He really thinks that little of himself? I mean he thought we would beat him up for being gay and loving
Crane nodded, "He was raised to feel like dirt if he even thought he was better he was taken down a few pegs hence the classy outfits he's trying to make himself believe he's not dirt and most time it works. Yeah I admit he's got problems but he's working through them and with you guys he can really work through them. Unfortunately he still smokes no matter how much I threaten him but he says its just to relax which I'll allow but I swear if starts to smoke like you do your cigars we're going to have problems."
Stockwell walked out of the study and sat on one of the sofa
arms, "Well I guess I should tell you now you can come and go as you please
since the gov't now realizes what happened and you've
been cleared of all 'charges' in fact to most people it never happened. You
probably want to know how I know Lt. Peck well he was a Major under my Colonel
Decker I was the general who demoted him and put him in the brig to get him
He's been working with me for years and I respect him since he saved my son who now works with Carla his wife doing paper work but he's no longer out in the field. Instead Face is the one out in the field I have his file if you want to know all the good he's done by going 'perfect soldier' and killing all the bad guys to get the good guys out but all he sees is he's a disappointment to you since you and the others don't kill but it's either kill or be killed in the missions he goes on. It's in the study if you want to read it Colonel."
BA asked, "Ya give us everything so he don't got to scam cuz he hates it right?"
Stockwell nodded, "Yes when we talk in private he says every time he scams and steals he feels like a piece of his soul died so I make sure he doesn't need to."
Decker asked, "So what are you going to do with this new information?"
Murdock grinned, "He's on the jazz again."
BA groaned, "Ahm sick of the jazz it gets us in trouble."
Decker grinned and tossed
Decker nodded, "Yeah he told me about the van and the red strip well I saw a white corvette with a red strip and knew he'd love it so yeah I gave it to him. Why you ask?"
Hannibal grinned again, "Because those cigars I got in
the military from him on Christmas and he went to get a receipt he didn't need
to cause on the bottom was a sticker of the price and under it was a sticker
that said *paid* but he dutifully sent you I gather for a receipt."
Decker nodded, "Well I suggest you guys go visit your folks cause as I remember Face said that Stockwell was giving you a nice amount of time off."
Stockwell nodded, "Yes so he could go to the wedding and such without worrying about business. I've never met another man like him he knows strategy and an awesome chess player that's how he won the pardon and he didn't cheat while sadly I had to and I still lost."
Decker nodded, "Don't feel bad he's beaten Crane, me and Abby. He said he also beat Father Maghill I wonder if there's anyone who could beat him."
They talked a bit more and then made their different exits,
Stockwell went back to his study and handed Hannibal the file, BA and Murdock
left to go see his momma and tell her they were free and about their relationship,
while Decker, Crane and Hannibal got into the same car and they dropped him off
at the beach house.
Two weeks went by and
Face moved into the room and put the glass down on the bureau then walked into the closet and removed the suit jacket and crisp button down shirt to reveal a tank and the gold chain then he took off the tank revealing all the scars and Hannibal took a deep breathe causing the person he was studying to freeze and ask, "Who's there?"
Face looked sheepish, "Uh how did you find this place?"
Face looked into crisp blue eyes that weren't always as cold as he once thought in fact they looked warm and loving, "Um could you let go so I could have a running start?"
Face blushed and kept cursing himself <how the hell did he get through all those walls I need time to construct them again but with his body holding mine I can't think he feels too good. Snap out of it try to buy time…mmm would love to have all the time with him…no…screw it. > "Uh I love you."
Before he could even think to prepare for an attack he felt warm lips on top of his licking his suddenly dry lips asking for entrance which was readily granted and Hannibal's tongue entered into the warm cavern of Face's mouth and dueled with his tongue and won so he explored and dominated Face's mouth sucking and nibbling his tongue but then they broke away a bit to catch their breaths and Hannibal gasped.
"I've been wanting to do that for years kid."
Face gasped for breath as well but found it harder after
that last comment, "Oh you did? How did you know I tried to keep it a secret."
Face at first was tense but relaxed under his lover's
ministrations and soothing words. He was so pliant and mellow as
Face sighed, "Mmm I like some pain…I'm not saying paddles and whips but a few swats doesn't hurt… you don't think it's wrong?"
Face nodded, "Punish me I trust and love you."
Face rolled so he was on his back and his head on the pillows and he was flushed with passion.
Face completely pliant and aroused agreed, "Do it."
Hannibal spread Face's ass cheeks and he kissed the ring
then rimmed it with his tongue while his fingers dug into Face's ass flesh
deeply, then a lubed finger rubbed against the anus roughly.
Face nodded he was ok and understood and tried to relax as
best he could and spread his legs slightly to give Hannibal plenty of room to
continue he was actually enjoying it. Face felt Hannibal's lubed finger push
into his ass slowly and twist and thrust in his ass while Hannibal laid a cool
leather encased hand across the upper middle of his butt to control him and
hold him down for it.
Face shut his eyes as
Face begged, "Please Hannibal fuck me, I love
He kissed Face's shoulders tenderly. "Face?"
Face asked, "Yeah?"
*Whack* Hannibal saw Face swallow as he was intent on making
Face's anus ache…the tiny whip cracked onto Face's asshole again and again.
"You did good kid took it real well. Did you enjoy it or was it too rough?"
Face sighed, "Thanks it hurt but felt so good, so when I mess up I'll be punished by my CO *and* my lover?"
Face just snuggled against his lover in response.
~The End…I think~
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